Wednesday, February 10, 2010
I want all this to end...
I want to get better...
I hate this sinking, sick feeling in the pit of my stomach...
I do not like feeling the weight of whatever I'm carrying crumbling down on me...
Worst of all despite the help I'm seeking and the help I'm getting I still feel like I'm bearing the brunt of it ALONE.
I feel like I've lost myself and the people I want around me the most.
I miss you, stupidly I do.
In the midst of everything that I know takes a key place right now, I still have time to think about and miss you.
I wish you well... I wish I don't miss you if anything I wish I was missed this much. Especially by you.
Ahhh stupidity... you can't fool me. I'm in it alone.
6:27 PM