I'm sorry but I did what I had to do. What I think is best for all involved. I'm already missing you... missing you like crazy. But like I told you, my conscience is hard to fight and when it tells me I need to do this because I can't hurt someone I don't even know more than I already have then I have no choice but to succumb to that. If anything I feel like this hurt or whatever that I'm going through is worth it because you won't feel like you're cheating anymore and the other will never have to know. Mistress no. 2, you will always have a special place with me =] I adore you, I care about you and even though you can't see it I l**e you. It took me quite abit to realise how much my like was really an L word for you. I hope things work out for you and that you find that job. Just a reminder of what I said before I hung up, if you ever need me and I know there'll be times you do I'm always here for you (refer to previous post and song =p) and yes it'll be really nice to get texts from you and to know that you think of me too. I'm cool with all that. Just I can't give you any replies but do understand and know that I'll be thinking of you too and that you're always going to be more than special to me =]
Already Gone- K. Clarkson
Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would have worked out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die...
I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you now I can't stop...
I want you to know
It doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone
Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you wanna cry
It started with the perfect kiss then
We could feel the poison set in
"Perfect" couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go
I want you to know
It doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone
I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone
Ahhhh already gone, already gone, already gone
Ahhhh already gone, already gone, already gone
Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye...
I want you to know
It doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone
I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on,
So I'm already gone
meh i feel so sappy posting the whole song but i think it sums it up right..and trust me baby when I'm all ready and better I'll be so much stronger by your side even as a friend, I promise. I got ya ok? I miss you drainer, hanging up was the hardest. Always my baby... till i get over it =p