Afterall that I also realise one thing, I was never important to you I think. The other always had you, you were so convinced to not hurt her, and so keen to protect her from getting hurt. Maybe I never knew anything about you, that you were talking to her all along, but for now let's just give you the benefit of the doubt. You did what you did to protect her to keep her sane, as much as you considered me, that kinda consideration wasn't shown and I think for what I did I may have deserved that. I'm still confused bout how I really stand with you except for the fact that I'm second best. But I still know I did what I had to do and no matter what I mean every word I said to you. Read my other posts if you need to refresh ur memory. Fck Me.. still jaded :S