Wednesday, September 28, 2005



THE ONE WITH THE LIFETIME


I feel really stupid at the moment... but the picture above (hopefully it shows) should give us all the inspiration to either hit the library or at least study. Anyway I'm jus posting the lyrics to the song that I currently like.. so yeah...


MEST- Chance of a Lifetime
The end of the world's in front of me
Hard to believe all I see
It comes so close but pulls away
To Let me stay another day

It's one chance in your lifetime
But it won't be the last time
It seems theres always the next hill to climb
And you know there's a lifetime

The things that I see never end
Trickin' my mind to just pretend
I understand what's happening
When others doubt you still believe

It's one chance in your lifetime
But it won't be the last time
I swear theres always the next hill to climb
And you know there's a lifetime

Changing what I once thought
Letting go of what I once fought
There's a life that you need to find
All that surfaced has changed my mind

The end of the world's in front of me
Hard to believe all I've seen

It's one chance in your lifetime
But it won't be the last timeI swear theres always the next hill to climb
And you know there's a lifetime



Yeah well it's pretty long sorry... anyway if you're free go check MEST out aight?


8:17 AM

Tuesday, September 27, 2005



THE ONE WITH THE DIRTY LITTLE SECRET


Hate to burst your bubble... but I was kinda referring to the song (think ALL AMERICAN REJECTS). Got the song stuck in my head all day in school today. Blame it on the fact that I watched the clip over and over again the day before. My point for all telling you all this? Nothing... just rambling. Felt like typing something. Sorz.. So if you think this will be a waste of that precious ticking you call time, kindly press the 'x' at the top of your screen and save yourself any trouble.


It's past the halfway mark for the month of September, that means it's ending soon, so those who need it, get ready to WAKE UP (for the uninitiated think GREEN DAY). LoL... gawd I'm so funny, I crack myself up sometimes... Ok Ok, I get it, there's a fine line between delusional and dumb and I think my line is way too clear and I'm bordering near the latter. Am I not right? So I don't make you pee in your pants like O'Donell... Cut me some slack. Yes, there's also a line between intellectual ranting and pure gibberish and I'm bordering on the latter once again.


Tried changing the world but I'm miserably failing. I can't even get my nephew to listen to me and the boy is only 2. So I'll just start with trying to study for the A Levels. Yes, one little thing at a time. One little step for me, one giant step for mankind. I wish. Tell me pigs can fly and I'll tell you I just saw one flap pass my window (sounds familiar Tara?). That's how frustrating it is to be talkin to me and to be me. And I just realised that this entire paragraph, no wait this entire post, doesn't make any sense. So before I confuse myself further and make myself sound more stupid than I already am, I'll juest end here. As Mark Twain would say, "Better to keep quiet and be thought a fool, than to open your mouth and confirm it." Ok so maybe he didn't say that word for word, but it goes along the line aight? Well till next time.


4:53 AM

Thursday, September 22, 2005



THE ONE WITH THE SERIAL TAGGER


My cousin.. or is it aunt... anyway I call her kak farlinzah... has tagged me to keep this blog chain thing going.. so here are three things people don't know bout me....

  1. I still have a shoe box that I call my treasure trove, with magazine clippings and posters and pin-ups of my favourite celebrities... with things dated from my primary school days.
  2. Everyone else is better than me and I tend to look up to most people.
  3. I have a soft spot for my brother, although most people think we don't get along.

There you go, the 3 things people would most likely not know bout me. Of course scandalous details are for my personal info :P Everyone has secrets you know. So the three people I'm gonna tag would be

  1. Kak Inda
  2. Kak Azlin
  3. Nuwul

Aight that's it... will update more when I feel like writing ok?


2:47 AM

Wednesday, September 14, 2005



THE ONE WITH THE DESPERATE NEED FOR AN OB FIX


Or maybe not... maybe I'm having too much of an OB fix everything else plays second fiddle. My next phase of my prelims started Monday and so far most of the papers have totally butchered me, no wait make that all the papers I've taken. Had I put in more effort I'm sure it could've been easier. What I'm doing to myself is complete murder suicide I'm tellin ya. It scares me that I'm more or less a month away from the real deal and I'm doin close to nuthin bout it.


The parentals have been really supportive of me and have even gone to the extent of fixing and renovating the house windows and toilets real close to the exams. Yeap.. that supportive.. know what I'm sayin? So now I'm considering moving to my weekend retreat (i.e. trelllis t.) for the rest of the month towards the real deal. It's the last resort.


First and most importantly, it doesnt have internet. B'coz knowin me, even if i have my laptop nicely dusted and tucked away in some hidden corner, I know how to work the thing and plug it back on. And even if my dad were to lock it up there's always cable for me to watch. Yes I am that much of a procrastinator. So you see, the weekend retreat will be the best place, and when I'm in dire need of exercise I can always go for a swim. Which, considering the fact that I haven't gone for a run for a very long time, I should be doin real soon and not to mention often.


Yeap I'm seriously considering movin some of my stuff there, especially my entire stack of notes. Just a temporary move till the exams are over..know what I'm sayin? Think I should really do that? Anyway will update if and when I do aight? Back to biznez.


7:34 AM

Sunday, September 11, 2005


THE ONE WITH THE SECOND DOSE OF OB FIX


As you can tell, I haven't gotten enough of this man.. did I mention he's one sexy beast?? rawwrr hahah ok sorry...I swear I was thinkin clean. Anyway, I think until I get to watch ELIZABETHTOWN .. maybe twice.... then I'd probably feel a little satisfied. Right now the longing is just insatiable. Hey.. what are you people thinkin' bout? We're talkin my favourite elf doin normal things here....


Anyway tomorrow's the continuation of my prelims... which pretty much suck considering I'm way closer to bein unprepared than I am ready. But that's ok I guess.. I was afterall digging my own grave so I deserve what I'll get. And I'm trying to make up for lost time now.. it's never too late.. unless of course you start the very day before you A level starts.


I actually helped mommy dearest caramalise sugar today... and that eventually led to me helping her bake a cake for my brother in law. Next thing you know I'll be pickin plums to bottle and make into jam. That should make me ready to face the world of a grown woman aye? Maybe not.. but watever.. bakin was pretty ok.. I wouldn't really say it was fun but it was ok.


Oh and for those of you who wanna leave a tag... the blank spaces below the headings are the areas for you to type. So jus type.. no worries.. and the thing that says 'savvy?' is the button to hit when you're done so your tag comes up... SAVVY?


Aight then.. more catchin up to do.. see ya..


3:01 AM

Sunday, September 04, 2005


THE ONE WITH THE OB FIX


OB= Orlando Bloom... THE Orlando Bloom... Orlando Jonathan Blanchard Bloom -if the source i got that from is really reliable. Today I got my OB fix because I started my day reading OB fanfics.. yeah so i'm a sucker for fanfics... thanks to jun partially... altho I officially began with GC fanfics, i sorta began exploring different areas.. LOL well im a sucker for fanfics. period. Then after that I found out that they were playin Pirates (as in Pirates of the Carribean: The Curse of the Black Pearl) on Star Movies, after that there was an old episode of Oprah with Brad Pitt (way before the brad + jen split) and it had a little interview with Mr. Bloom himself. ( I know when the episode started b'coz 1. i clicked the info button and 2. i watched that episode before). At the end of the day however, I still feel that it wasn't enough. I considered watchin The Calcium Kid again but I doubt that'll be of any satisfaction coz he played some geeky milk man, not that he was unattractive then. There's still this boyish appeal goin on. So I finally came to this conclusion: I won't be satisfied till I watch ELIZABETHTOWN. He's finally a normal guy for god's sakes. No bow and arrow or ridiculously long blonde hair and pointy ears (not that im complainin, ive watched all 3 LOTR movies over and over again for one particular reason.. go figure), no swords or skirts, no horse riding... in short he's actually in the now.


I'll continue later.. too much OB is gettin me real sleepy.. ciaozzz


8:37 AM