Thursday, March 31, 2005
THE ONE WITH THE CONCERT
The SIMPLE PLAN CONCERT was in one word AWESOME!! It was so great I lost my voice.. yes and Jez kindly told me I sound like a walrus today coz halfway thru talkin my voice will just go off.. it was really bad.. still is but at least it's getting better.
The day didn't start off pretty well though. I had my accounting paper in the afternoon so I couldn't queue with Alexis early in the morning.. so really THank yOU so much Alexis for getting us such good places in the queue. The crowd was really over enthusiastic.. but then again what can u expect from a punk concert right? Crowd control had to keep telling those at the back to "Sit down or we won't open the gates".
So I dunno how I did it but I was in the front part of the queue but not at the very front.. but somehow when crowd control got the queue to move forward i was at the very first line. I was the first ten chosen to get into the venue. HELL YEAH!! So bein the lucky first 10, when I got into the venue guess who was there? YES THE ENTIRE BAND!! MUAHAHA!!! Pierre was like an arm's length away and I GOT CHUCK'S AUTOGRAPH.. (no moron.. chuck as in CHUCK COMEAU the DRUMMER not the funcken shoes I want)!!! Before the band was ushered backstage coz the crowd was comin in, Pierre and Chuck was right in front of me speakin in FRENCH haha I was really slow coz i was amazed and at the same time I was trying to like figure out what they were saying. By the time I understood the first sentence, they were already talking like 3 or 4 sentences ahead. But to hear them speak in French was bliss..hehehe
So anyway, they tried to get us out of the venue coz they rest of the crowd was bein kinda obnoxious so i was tellin jez to walk out slowly and i was right on on doin that coz halfway out they said we could come back in. Thank u MR Haikel and Mr Ser for making me run during lunch. hahah I got back my space at the front. The concert went on great aside from the fact that the people at the back kept pushing. So we'll leave those nasty bits out from this post. And i took these two french girls under my wing.. lol .. i had one hook her finger in the belt loop of my jeans so she wont get lost and thrown behind by the crowd.. and I held on to her friend's arm during the concert so she wont go back either. I'm bein nice huh? Jez didn't really understood why I would be so nice, but I just felt really sorry for them. Oh there were people carried out from the crowd even before the concert started.. LOL yeah it was that mad.
All in all, it was really AWESOME... in fact i think awesome is an understatement. It's undescribable. I made new friends there.. exchanged no.s it was really great.. all the fun times and not to mention eye contact with Pierre, Seb, Jeff and David.. Chuck was too busy with the the drums..I'm lookin forward to more concerts..hopefully one that will feature GOOD CHARLOTTE!!! and if we're luckier ... we'll get both GC n SP in concert here.. double the fun.. i'm keepin my fingers crossed for that one!
Well I gotta go now coz I need ma sleep but before I leave here's a little something from the concert.. courtesy of Sahz's cam..
Pierre in action
I JUST WANNA JUMP
7:42 AM
Friday, March 25, 2005
THE ONE WITH THE NEW ADDITIONS
The additions there has more than 1 meaning. For now however, the most important one would be the addition to my wish list.. LoL.. yeah i know i said i was savin for my own gifts but i'm very sure the ones that i'm gonna add would take me a lifetime to save for.. so for now i shall be thick skinned... well not that i'm usually not... but hey watever ... i'm jus gonna blog it down so that when my sister reads my blog.. that is if she ever does.. she knows exactly what i want and not be so blunt as to ask me in my face what i'd like..
Well here goes nuthin..the additions are:
- a mini ipod.. in blue please.... ok maybe in pink.. whatever jus get me one pretty please? (i know i said i wasn't pro downloading but after getting used to khai's ipod.. god i'm in love hehe)
- the adidas running shoe with the black base and hot pink stripes.. i think it's a climacool...
- converse chuck taylors black low top sneakers.. i know this is quite affordable but still hows about it people? =)
yeah that's bout it. Not that much of an addition isn't it? i so can't belive it's like what 2 maybe 3 weeks before i turn 19.. the months sure pass fast..well i gotta go and TRY to study coz the common tests are next week.. and im so geared up for next week..coz me n jez are GOIN TO THE SIMPLE PLAN CONCERT.... J'aime simple plan et good charlotte.. ok shall stop the french now.. which reminds me i have french homewrk to do as well.. so toodles.. till next time..
REMEMBER THE TENTH OF APRIL hehehe
10:08 PM
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
THE ONE WITH HER LONESOME SELF
Lost and broken
Hopeless and lonely
Smiling on the outside
But hurt beneath my skin
My eyes are fading
My soul is bleeding
I try to make it seem ok
But my faith is wearing thin
So help me heal these wounds
They've been open for way too long
Help me fill this soul
Even though this is not your fault
That I'm open and I'm bleeding
All over your brand new rug
And I need someone to help me sew them up
I only wanted a magazine
I only wanted a movie screen
I only wanted the life I'd read about and dream
And now my mind is an open book
And now my heart is an open wound
And now my life is an open soul for all to see
But help me heal these wounds
They've been open for way too long
Help me fill this soul
Even though this is not your fault
That I'm open and I'm bleeding
All over your brand new rug
And I need someone to help me...
So you come along I pushed you away
Then kick and scream for you to stay
Coz I need someone to help me
Oh I need someone to help me
To help me heal these wounds
They've been open for way too long
Help me fill this soul
Even though this is not your fault
That I'm open and I'm bleeding
All over your brand new rug
And I need somone to help me sew them
I need someone to help me fill them
I need someone to help me close them up
Wounded- GC "The Chronicles of Life and Death"
Haven't been able to update lately coz of a coupla events that took place. I lost my only grandma on the morning of the 4th of March and to be honest, even though it's been more than a week it hasn't really fully sunk in. Then soon after I was off to the Indonesian Island of Bintan with my fellow Pre-U 3s for our retreat. It was fun though, and I felt kinda guilty there having just lost my grandma. My class girls we're all within close proximity and it was real nice to have them around. Gave me the security and comfort. It's all good. I wish we could do it again sometime. Maybe go for our own lil get away together. Start saving $$ people. I'll talk bout Bintan when I'm in the mood. For now I'm just... LONELy... and yes as corny as this might sound, those lyrics up there kinda put it all into words for me... don't ask me how or why, coz I really don't know. They just do.
My birthday's next month and to be honest after the funeral and all, I don't really feel like having a gathering or anything. Much less, I don't think anyone would bother.. but that's ok. I'm not very much in the mood to party or live it up. I guess this year there'll be no cake, no small meetings, it'll just be me, my room and a lot of thinking and reflection. Plus for once, I'm saving cash to get me my own birthday gifts. Most of them I've managed to buy already but I still have a few left:
- DVD- Good Charlotte Live at Brixton Academy
- Wrist bands- with "G" and "C" for me n Jez's backpack
- DVD/VCD- of Orlando Bloom's movies
- Anything else that's GC
- A top that's in pink, black and white
- DVD/VCD- "Not Another Teen Movie"
- CD- The Chronicles of Life & Death (Death Vers.)
That's bout it and I'm halfway there with the money. Kinda proud of myself that I've managed to save money and was able to buy the stuff in my wishlist (that of course wasn't mentioned coz I've already gotten them for myself). I'm guessin by May I should be able to get them all.
I guess that's it for the update. Really not in the mood to say much. Just feel pretty alone. I think imma stay this way for quite sometime and please, this isn't self pity. I just feel this way ok? You guys take care and I'll update real soon. Have fun during this break.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY ELDEST SISTER.. YOU RAWK