THE ONE WITH THE REUNION
Not much of a reunion actually but one of my best buds and I are finally gonna get to spend our weekends together again after so so long. So yes Tara, even if it's for lessons.. to finally meet up with u again, I bet, would be pure bliss... *fingers crossed* hahah Oh yeah and thanks for understanding my long days in school. It'll be like old times my friend. Every bit of it I'm sure.
Moving on, sometimes there're people who come into your life, physically or not, and change your perspectives and the way you behave without even realising it. For that I am really thankful. Thankful for having people to want to bother and to want to care. Thank you very much. I appreciate it, the care, the concern, the nagging *looks at Jez* haha and basically just for being in my life. Of course all good things do come to an end, and not everything might last but as of now I appreciate everything even if it doesn't seem to look like I do. I have to admit sometimes I do show my feelings in ways that most don't and it makes me look like a total bitch, but that's only because many a time I feel really uncomfortable showing how I really feel. For that I am sorry. I pull away because I do not want to get too attached and too dependent because at the end of the day someone is bound to get hurt, if it's not me, it's someone else. I'm just trying to prevent it. Do I make any sense? Maybe right now I don't but I'm sure after knowing me more you'd understand. Doesn't matter.
Right now I seek solitude in my own room and immersing myself in my own world. With only the sounds of GOOD CHARLOTTE as company and keeping me sane. I know, I sound like one of them fans who cry and weep cause some singer or band somehow manage to "*in between sobs* inspire me and help me get throught the most difficult patch in my life". I'm not like that but I dunno at this very moment it's GC or nuthin else. I guess I've outgrown the boyband stage but don't get me wrong some still strike a chord but it don't matter. I guess my blog kinda says it all aye? hahah
Right now I'm just psyched about Saturday when I get to meet Tara for our lesson.. yes lesson but she'll be there so it's all good aight? I hope this is enough for an update for now. Will update again soon.. aight?
IS ANYBODY LISTENING? CAN YOU HEAR ME WHEN I CALL? SHOOTING SIGNALS IN THE AIR, CUZ I NEED SOMEBODY'S HELP~S.O.S - The Chronicles of Life and Death [GC]