Wednesday, August 25, 2004
THE ONE WITH THE SHOCKING TRUTH
I'm in school using the comp in the library coz the one at home doesnt function well when it comes to the matters of internet. Anyhoo I logged on to my account in one of those internet community things and i looked at the ppl i have connected to me. Then came some stuff that I read and refuse to believe or chose not to believe.
I guess at the moment im really..... shaken... i'm so much so supset that it's getting really hard to stop myself from crying right here and now in the library. Amazing.. yesterday my post was a super one and today i'm down in the dumps.
I realise now that I don't really know the people I like, or used to like, or am still liking but i jus have no clue. Ok fine you might not understand what im goin on ranting about but still.... anyway i'm jus so so upset...
I miss this person and the conversations we use to have and it's killing me... i know we can go no more and friends but who cares... at least he's still a friend.. god i really can't go on... need to go... will write again if i'm in the mood.
~~~PUT YOUR HEAD DOWN ON MY SHOULDER... A LITTLE WARMTH WHEN IT GETS COLDER.. I DUNNO THE THINGS THAT YOU'RE GOIN THRU~~~
6:25 PM
Tuesday, August 24, 2004
THE ONE WITH... CHANGES?
my bro n niece.. neat huh...?
Guess who's gettin contacts?? hahah yes the girl who has been strictly against sticking anything foreign to her friggin eye ball is finally getting one....
My dad was against it as well but since the optrician says it's better since my current speckies are giving me the headaches.. besides i can use it during sports.. not that im much of a sporty freak. So yes i'm gettin a disposable one. I say 'a' and 'one' because i'm only getting it for my left eye as weird as it might sound.
That's cos my left eye is horrid if i were to cover the right one all i get is this great big smudge of an image like a giant hand jus swiped across the things im seeing. In addition to my disposable dad got me a new pair of glasses with the lenses toned down so i wont get headaches.... ahah the new glasses will be worn when i dont have PE n shit like that i guess. The old pair will jus be spares. Don't ask me why i need so much for my eyes but i see the need them. Dad advise me to get those two as well so yeah... after all he wants to pay so thank YOU so much PAPA!!
so as for now i'll be the proud owner of A PAIR OF FRAMELESS RAYBANS and disposable contact lens. hahah i jus hope the lens won't hurt. ciaozz for now!!
~~~MY DADDY RAWKS~~~
6:20 PM
Sunday, August 22, 2004
THE ONE WITH THE HUNKS.. SORTA
I knoe i havent been tagging for so long but jus wanted to share the ppl who are currently keepin me happy hahah in way ...
Me Orli....
Tiziano Ferro....
Funnyman Fallon
~~HELL YEAH~~~
10:26 PM
Thursday, August 12, 2004
THE ONE WITH EMOTIONS
First and foremost, the thing about blogging is this... before i blog, i have so many things in my head that i wanna say, but once i get down to doing it.. little if not nothing is left. Frustrating i tell ya.
Saw the swearing in ceremony last night. It was really brilliant to be able to watch an event like that even though i'm not there. I mean to catch a part of history and to be able to tell the grandkids that i was watching it live when it happens means so much to me. Hey you're talkin bout the girl who cries watching the national day parade and when the national anthem plays for important occasions an example of which is the swearing in last night.
Anyhoo the cousins have left. Will miss them, i mean i get to see them like only for a coupla months a yr and when they're back home i hardly keep contact other than sending them birthday greetings and stuff. I hardly mail them but when they're here, i see them often or at least i try to. I mean compared to the cousins who are here, i think i see more of J, Z & M (who jus left) more. Too bad Cinderella story won't open till next month. We wanted to catch it before they left... sigh
On national day itself my dad drove us to catch the fireworks. It was spectecular... other than the fact that i had to change the niece's pampers during the interval between the first and second round of fireworks. I loved it. Alot of people were there and they were cheering, i can jus imagine what the atmosphere at the stadium would be like. Must be great.
My 'sister' in Indo got into Uni.. so happy for her.. good things happen to good people.. and here's proof. I love her and I miss her.. i wish her the best of luck and i hope to see her real soon. Hopefully on the academic front i'll be as successful.
Here I'd like to take the opportunity to apologise to anyone and everyone for any mistake or things that i've done to hurt and/ or anger you. I'm so sorry I can't say it in person because that's time consuming and i suppose there're more than one person that i might have had misunderstandings with. SO once again sorry and halalkan my makan and minum ok?
~~~MAAF DARI HUJUNG RAMBUT SAMPAI KE HUJUNG KAKI~~~
7:39 PM
Monday, August 09, 2004
THE ONE WITH THE CELEBRATIONS
Hell yeah... today's NATIONAL DAY!!! Happy Birthday Singapore! I'm so darn proud to be part of all this. 39 years of independence and overcoming obstacles. god... i sound so patriotic at the moment.
The celebration in school was a blast. I guess Millennia Institute Bartley Campus knows how to rawk... the atmosphere was so great i tell ya. The concert was brilliant.. it started kinda slow but hell did it pick up its pace. There were teachers and v.principal being tossed into the air by the very reliable boys of yr 3 and some others. I didnt know they were that sporting. Mr Lai, Mr Raj, Mr Singh and Mr Ng... You guys rawk big time.
03B1... thank you for the laughter... i laughed till i teared... I know i always say people can count on your class for barrels of laughter and great skits... but you guys surpass that all this time around. I am impressed.. honestly.. I loved it. Hey Sgt. Gatsbe Suzuki ( is that right? ) .. you did some spectular ass kickin and "be-heading". CONGRATULATIONS!!! You guys kick-ass.
To my dear class 03B3.. i know it was all last minute but i guess we got quite a response from the crowd... so thank you for all the effort and time u guys put it. We deserve a million rounds of applause.
And who could forget all that BHANGRA-ing we did at the end of the concert.. haha I started a chant.. unbeliveable.. i went "BHANGRA...BHANGRA..." and Nan went along and then suddenly everyone joined in... haha. And yes we bhangra-ed our pants off.. (not literally). It was fun... i loved every minute of all that gyrating and prancing.. MI Bartley Campus... YOU GUYS ARE AWESOME!!!
To dearest person who shares the same special day... lighten up aight? You can't please everyone.. and i know you've tried... so it's not ur loss... gimme a ring or something if you wanna talk bout it.
~~~HAVE A HAPPY NATIONAL DAY PEOPLE!!!
1:04 AM
Tuesday, August 03, 2004
THE ONE WITH THE NEW INTEREST
Aight i do have a new interest and no it doesnt fall along the lines of reading, writing or s**t like that.. you know what i mean. At the moment thought I'm not very sure if i should pursue this interest... in more ways than one. I guess i shall leave it at that.
My son (aka the nephew).. has learnt to take baby steps... so happy about that!! The niece is still as loud as ever but is keeping me entertained.. she makes me feel so loved even when i'm down in the dumps.. I LOVE THEM TO BITS
I'm still insecure bout lotsa stuff especially the interest mentioned above but i guess for now all that has to be pushed aside... i jus gotta let it slide because i have more important stuff to think about like the PROMOS for example and getting to yr 3.
I jus wanna feel like.. really fine with watever i'm doin.. no guilt feelings or s**t like that. Maybe I gotta start taking chances and sacrificing certain things.. success never comes easy.. sometimes it comes with rejections. SO yeah i guess i gotta open up my mind a little both on my personally as well as academically
I gotta go for now, i'm real hungry will write again some other time.
~~~YOU'RE THE TYPICAL FEMALE SPECIES OF THE CANNINE BREED.... so scoot!