Wednesday, June 02, 2004
THE ONE WITH THE BURNT POTATOES
I spent my day at my sister's today and yes i burnt the potatoes i was suppose to help her cook coz i was busy looking up stuff on the internet... ok ok fine i was busy goin thru pages after pages of orlando bloom's websites.
Everytime i look into the stove now i feel guilty... hahah ok fun things aside more like accidents aside... i feel....OSTRACIZED!!
I know i've been doing it to myself as well... keeping myself away from everyone.. but now all that is taking a toll on me and i just can't take it... i'm jus afraid i might crack.
It sounds real stupid but it's happening whether i like it or not and i jus can't seem to stop it. Maybe i deserve all of it.. i dunno it's really hard to describe how i feel right now.. and what's worse is that i dont know who to turn to at all.
I'm back to listening to WESTLIFE to calm my nerves again.. i dunno y but their lyrics jus so connects with me.. anyway i'll talk bout this depressing stuff again sometime..
some pics... hope they come out right...
that's me n Jon during the talent quest..
The winners... Rae n Glen
gotta go... ciaozz
~~~ONE RING TO RULE THEM ALL... AND IN THE DARKNESS BIND THEM