THE ONE WITH THE TALENT QUEST
Yesterday while i was on the bus makin my way home from NJC where i had my pre-u sem briefing dear 'ol Jon called and asked if i was coming to my sec sch's talent quest... Talent Quest? What Talent Quest? ... yeap that was the exact qn i asked him. After knowing that Glenn and Raegan plus Jem would be performing... I changed as soon as i got home and rushed over.
The ppl from the 'ol sch i havent meet for a long time said i look diff... hahahah anyway the performance was pretty mediocre, i guess if it is an annual thing there'll be more to see. At the end of it, Rae n Glenn won for the grp catergory and won the 1st and 2nd places respectively for the solo catergory... so happy for them ahahha
Went to have drinks at the stall in front and while walkin there they (Jon, Rae, Glen n Dominic i think) serenaded me with in the still of the night... hilarious i tell ya.. it was like makin the video with me walkin in front and them singing behind me.. couldnt stop laughing... it would have been nice if it wasn't funny.
Got them all chocolates since Glen and Rae were so happy that they could finAlly scoff them. They sent me to the bus stop and waited till my bus came... got them to do another round of in the still of the night which i recorded.... only the recording was empty... bummer.. anyhoo will talk later.. need to rush for lit class
~~~IN THE STILL OF THE NIGHT~~~
THE ONE WITH ...NOTHING
Right now, the company of people just irks me. I'm so sorry. Well not everyone but I dunno most people in general. It just gets to me, i just have this urge to scream and yell at them. It's so hard. I'm trying to get away. Isolation will cause a lot less misunderstandings in this case. I avoid people because I do not want to be mean to them, at other times it's because I do not wanna attach myself to them too much because - I think I've mentioned this before- I tend to over analyse people's characters and most of the time their negative characteristics just serves to overpower their positive ones and I start seeing them from a whole new perspective.
I do like having friends, but I also loathe it, because I am not a good friend material. I just suck at it. Maybe me avoiding people isn't so obvious because no matter how I want to pull myself away I have stories to offer and receive and it's so hard to do so. I just want to understand myself first.
Fine, I guess I might not be making sense, but you get the whiff. Signing off now....
~~~YOU'VE GOT LOTS OF FRIENDS AND YOU WON'T EVEN NOTICE MY ABSENCE, BUT IF THESE DAYS YOU NEED SOME HELP AND YOU CAN'T FIND ANYONE..... TRY ME~~~ [an sms from a friend and it applies to you too]
Aight been a long long time since i last posted anything.... been pretty busy as well as lazy at the same time. I'm so frustrated right now, been trying to access the website for my project work but i dont remember where i put the url address i copied....arghh... anyhooo will blog again next time.. nothing interesting to say... at least not that i can remember...
~~~Get with the program~~~