Wednesday, October 29, 2003
Havin been bloggin for almost a week now.. been rather lazy and well jus plain lazy.. the cleaning of my room seem to be goin ok.. alot of unimportant stuff that i jus cant seem to part with. But I think if i don't procrastinate like i always do.. I might jus be able to get it done before the bed comes.. and once again for those of u who want alot of (un-useful) CIP hours.. gimme a buzz to help out in the HelP Shaheera Clean Her Room Campaign.. hahaha
No I haven't seen Raimi at the train station this week... the reason is simple.. I haven't been to the train station at all this week.. not for sch anywayz.
I really can't be bothered to blog right now... I have a stupid script to try and finish for WWR... so yeah it's suckin the energy right outta me but hey I asked for it.. so yeah till later...
~~~IF IT'S WRONG TO TELL THE TRUTH WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO, ALL I WANNA DO IS SPEAK MY MIND. IF IT'S WRONG TO DO WHAT'S RIGHT, I'M PREPARED TO TESTIFY. IF LOVIN YOU WITH ALL MY HEART'S A CRIME..... THEN I'M GUILTY~~~
8:01 AM
Thursday, October 23, 2003
Today was gonna be what I thought the most horrible day ever.... Firstly my dad wasn't sending me to school coz of o/t and poor me had to wake up at 0530hrs and drag my ass to school. Only thing is.. I woke up at 0630hrs.. a WHOLE HOUR later than i was supposed to. I woke up thinkin .. why the hell is 0530 so damn bright.. i guess i read the time wrongly but i swear it did look like 0530 when i checked. Anyhoos I was really rushing.. and I left the house around 0645hrs so damn scared that I was gonna be late.
Since it was already late... I couldnt take my time to go to TPY to take a bus so I had to opt for the train and bus route... so there I was at NEL's Potong Pasir station waiting for my train at 0700 hopin that it'll come when i saw a reflection of someone so damn familiar.. only when he came into view did i realise it was ...RAIMI!! yes yes yes!! all that speculation of him takin the train to sch since i dont see him at the bus stop anymore is confirmed! I guess I was smart... hehe Well since the place I was sitting was behind a pillar not until he was walkin from behind it did i actually got the guts to call him.
I went : Hey Raimi!! I was so afraid the he was gonna turn and walk away... but no! He turned, smile and then waved and walked back to sit next to me!! CAN U BELIEVE THAT? I mean after so long of not talkin to him I seriously think he wouldn't bother. So yeah we were chatting bout everything I can remember.. like sch, his subject combi... blah blah Until his sch mate.. this guy whom i tot was ash but was someone else..... actuallly gestured at him to join.. and after talkin again he said eh my fren call me.. so he said i'll see you around ok? im like yeah.... I mean hello to that fren.. dont u know it's rude to interrupt?? After he went to the end of station the train came.. we took the same train but went into different carriages since that annoyin fren was there.
I was smiling the whole while i tell ya.. seriously i was so overjoyed.. it's so hard to explain all this happiness!! Really i can tell how it feels but I can't really describe why.. infact overjoyed doesnt even begin to explain it all... After I got off I was walking to the bus stop to wait for 158 n i was thinkin the first person I wanna see is Sasi... she has to know... and guess what? I walked up the bus and there she was sitting infront of me!! I'm like woah.... I mean only yesterday I was wishing to see the guy again and I did and then me wishin to see Sas and there she is.. jus weird but wonderful coincidences!!
I think the next time I wanna see him i'll jus type it out here.. hehe Either that or get my dad not to send me anymore.. so i can take that 0700 train towards Punggol and see him. Hopefully next time when I do I can ask him the things I already plan to ask.. today came as a shocker so I didnt really know what to say. To think of it.. it was ten days ago that it was his b'day and I wanted to wish him...hehe ten significant days... Sighz... I'm gonna go and relive that moment again.... see ya
~~~DREAMS THAT U WISH CAN COME TRUE!!~~~
6:00 AM
Wednesday, October 22, 2003
Been a coupla days since i last blogged... Been pretty lazy lately I guess what with the WWR thing I'm helping to organise and stuff.. I know i dont do much but it's still takin my time nontheless and it pains me *dramatic heart clutch* that we got so little response and those who did responded were not as dedicated as we hoped. Prolly we raised our hopes to high and I sympathise with the fact that some of them had to study for the coming papers to ensure they clear this yr. I totally understand that but.. sighz i shan't go further. I jus hope that within the span of this 9 days left things will carry on smoothly.. PLS PLS PLS run smoothly. I'm gettin kinda annoyed and dis-spirited from all this lack of response.
As for my results I think i've cleared my yr... Well hell yeah I did and instead of being advanced, I think I'm promoted coz instead of the 4 AOs i thought i'd get... i got 1 A 2 AOs. .... hahah yes yes yes !!! Mrs Ong frm JI came today... and we saw the samples of the new sch uni and all i have to say is whoever talked bout them vests and so on.. it was all a croc of bull. I saw no trace of it at all... but some of the samples looked kinda ok.. very jc-ish.
Lately when i let my mind drift.. i find myself wanting things that I know can never happen or something I can never get. When I pass by TPY on my way home I keep hoping I'd catch a glimpse of him or sumthin.. maybe even an opportunity to say hi! And everytime I hope for it I get disappointed. How I jus wish we were on Ok terms and I could jus talk to him and look into his eyes and jus be friends.. seriously I'd never ask for more. N Jun baby... even the thing u got me to confess when we went out is nothing compared to this. Infact that thing im talkin about has nothing much at all.. there was nothing to begin with.. U-know-who is jus a fren, and for that reason I like him. Nothing more. As for Raimi *sigh in relief.. finally got it out* it's different I guess. I'm so not over it no matter how many times I convince myself that I am. It's kinda stupid since the guy dont give a damn.... that's all I can say...
Need to get some stuff ready for my dad... ciaozz
~~~!!!HcTiB a hCuS GnIeB pOtS~~~
5:05 AM
Wednesday, October 15, 2003
Today was quite da bomb.... I went to school and then changed into this north indian costume i brought for the deepavali celebration... will continue later coz now i have something to finish...
5:23 AM
Monday, October 13, 2003
I'm hit with the Fever that is Buble.. Michael Buble.. OHMIGOD.. I tell ya the sound of his voice jus... blows me away. It kinda transports u back in time.. like when I listen to SWAY his voice jus makes me feel im back in the 'ol 1920s or sumthin.. man he's da BOMB!! Everybody needs abit of BUBLE... yes we do... a good prescription for the blues.. oh yes all that Jazz...
Ok Ok i'll stop ranting bout the wonders of Buble... anyhoos I'm jus hit.. really hit. My classmates got caught in it as well. It all started out with Taufiq... and then Bern ... and then me.. yes me!! You should have seen Bern dancing to SWAY hahah
The concert for OI is goin on pretty ok i guess.. some teachers are really makin the effort for the students to get involved. I'm tryin hard to throw myself into all this organisation work to forget certain stuff...
Before I forget... today's someone's birthday... and whether he'll be reading this or not I jus wanna say Happy 17th Birthday and may you have many more good ones to come.... and uhm... I really miss talkin to you.. I really jus wanna be uhm friends again.. ok this is so stirring up my emotions.
School again tomorrow.. boring school sigh... well gotta go sleep
~~~HOW CAN YOU MEND A BROKEN HEART/HOW CAN YOU STOP THE RAIN FROM FALLING DOWN/ HOW CAN YOU STOP THE SUN FROM SHINING/ WHAT MAKES THE WORLD GO ROUND~~~
9:18 AM
Sunday, October 12, 2003
I've been so bored these days.. I've been trying to motivate myself to clean the room and only little efforts have been made and my room still looks like crap. Messy as ever... it looks like the TITANIC jus hit a major iceberg and sank in it.
I'm really excited bout re-decorating it... I so hope it'll turn out the way I want it to, at least a little if not whole. Oh and i so hope i can get that lamp and side table thingy from IKEA .... me mum's not reallly keen on it but hey a little persuasion wouldn't hurt. I mean after all it's she who's been wanting me to do something bout my room. A little money spent won't hurt would it? hehe
I so gotta get my ass movin in clearing the whole room and this time around no more ooh-i-can't-throw-this-away attitude. Or at least i'll try not to. I think the amount of junk collected in my room is solely based on that bad habit of mine of keepin the simplest stuff coz i think it's too precious to throw away... I mean come on i actually kept a shirt tag as a bookmark coz it's in a shape of a dolphin.
ANyway the low down is my room's gonna get a new coat of paint (in other color than white this time around).. hopefully.. cleared up and well jus look a little more girly maybe. HAHAH that's like so not me.
Oh toots better start now with what i can.
~~~FEAR IS THE POWER -THE DARK SIDE~~~
5:22 AM
Friday, October 10, 2003
School was pretty ok today. We didn't do anything today, well nuthin much. I was practically slackin the whole day. I brought the cake my sis and I baked for Jun. I jus hope she likes it. I dunno what to get her. That was the easy way out. Anyway I'm suppose to go and eat now. So yeah tar'ar~~
~~~STOP BEING SUCH A MAJOR DISCOMFORT IN MY REAR END.... TO COMPLICATED FOR YOU TO UNDERSTAND?? WELL LAYMANS TERM; STOP BEING A PAIN IN MY ASS~~~
6:26 AM
Wednesday, October 08, 2003
Just watched Slap Her, She's French.. man I tell ya Texas barbie deserved what she got... I mean the story might be passe to some coz i suppose it's kinda dated. I jus find it ok... not a feel good thing but ok.
Oh.. and Trent Ford is a dead ringer for Shane West. I mean you could so have me fooled... oh yes he's the guy who acted with Mandy Moore... in How to Deal. Oh today is the third day in a row that we all had to do our CIP stuff and not to mention the proposal for the work we wanna do next yr. Yes, children's home it is. There's quite a big group of us going. Oh and my whole class volunteered to organise the We Will Remember concert for OI and yeah I think we pretty much got the ball rolling.
For now I'm jus pretty much stoned.. haha all that rainy days now.. sigh the best thing to do is to be under the covers with a mug of hot chocolate and a darn good book.
Ciaozz ...gotta go clean up my room..
There's nuthin to fear but ...ME hahahahah
7:15 AM
Monday, October 06, 2003
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School today wasn't school at all... it was more like... kindergarten. Yes... first we had to fill up our CIP forms... well not very kindergarten but that was an exception. Then we had recess followed by this movie called Pay It Forward.. Normally I'd go bonkers over movies.. especially when you watch them in school coz i dunno the atmosphere is jus different... but anyhoos it was kinda ok not very interesting but ok and with an expected but very sad ending.
After the movie there was a 15 mins break where we all ran to the loo or sumthin and then we were back in da audi.. ooh by the way Eka lend me some stuff during the break.. it was cool. Oh yeah after that break.. we made THank You cards... yes Thank You cards... for the ppl that had the most impact in ur life or changed ur life or sumthin like that. So yeah I made one for Tara and another for Fara.. we even got stickers to paste on them hhahahaahah ooh nice stickers *drools* hahah
Over at my sis's now after finishin at 1320hrs.. will be goin home soon I guess..
You are Beast!
You are brilliant and extremely clever. You can
handle almost any problem swiftly and
efficiently. You are devoted to philosophy and
are always up for a good discussion.
Sometimes, though, your anger gets the best of
you and you upset those whom you care about.
Which X-Men character are you most like?
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3:19 AM
Sunday, October 05, 2003
zoo truly was da bomb.. but i think as i get older... let's not use that word.. how bout.. mature.. yes we'll stick to that. As I get more mature... the zoo still hasn't lost it's appeal, for me that is.. and most importantly or rather disgustingly, i'm beginning to notice things that i wouldn't have known about if i had gone there say 10 yrs earlier.. like how the this pair of goats were havin a quickie right in front of us.. at children's world mind you... Anyways i gotta go now.. Been fixing the whole blog since yesterday.
Oh... and one more thing.. my links work this time.. wooohooo all the power of dolphins.. hahaha
| I am the Natural Childhood is the golden paradise we are always consciously or unconsciously trying to re-create. The Natural embodies the longed-for qualities of childhood - spontaneity, sincerity, unpretentiousness. In the presence of Naturals, we feel at ease, caught up in their playful spirit, transported back to that golden age. Adopt the pose of the Natural to neutralize people's defensiveness and infect them with helpless delight. Symbol: The Lamb. So soft and endearing. At two days old the lamb can gambol gracefully; within a week it is playing "Follow the Leader." Its weakness is part of its charm. The Lamb is pure innocence, so innocent we want to possess it, even devour it. |
What Type of Seducer are You?
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Saturday, October 04, 2003
zoo was da bomb... anywayz i'll write again soon.. dead hungry after fixing a new blog... so yeah will write again
5:43 AM
Thursday, October 02, 2003
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Witch Hair style would you have.
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Yes people... the promos are .... OVERRRRRRRRRRR!!!!
I'm goin to the zoo tomorrow.. yes the zoo... don't ask me why.. ask my whacko classmates...!!! WHOO hoo!! I can't really remember the last time I went there but all i know is when i did... my mum made me carry a little notebook to jot down the names of the animals i see.. Sometimes when i go to interesting places I do bring my little notebook for tat... even up till now.. only i don't make it obvious.. geez..
I wanna take a photo with a snake.. i really want to try and touch one.. i know i know i will say this now and i might get freaked when i get there.. but hell.. never try never know. The worse part bout the whole thing is that we're meeting at 0830hrs... dude.. tomorrow's sch day is cancelled for marking day and you guys wanna wake up at an ungodly hour?
Where's the love ya'll? haha I dunno? where's the truth ya'll? I dunno.. ok ok i'm gettin crappy. Oh yeah don't ask me why a pic of me is at the top.. haha kiddin kiddin.. I jus got sick of seein Orli in a superman suit.. he jus look so.... gay.. haha maybe if i get a better pic or if say.. i want to see him in that superman get-up i'll put that back on. Which prolly be very soon....
Ok... let's see what else is there to say.. nuthin i guess.. 'cept the fact that ive been msg-ing the same fren... well who cares... maybe my dad since he's payin the bill but still.. it's nice company so yeah.. it's like sms-ing my 'ol fren kenneth.. Man i miss that guy.. sad thing that towards the end of sec. sch we weren't as close....
Gotta be goin it's 0130am .. i gotta get up early..
~~~That saying about all dogs going to heaven can be questioned.. coz some bitches end up in hell~~~
10:24 AM
Wednesday, October 01, 2003
DREAMING OF YOU
LATE AT NIGHT WHEN ALL THE WORLD IS SLEEPING
I STAYED UP AND THINK OF YOU AND I WISH ON A STAR
THAT SOMEWHERE YOU ARE THINKING OF ME TOO
COZ I'M DREAMING OF YOU TONIGHT
TILL TOMORROW I'LL BE HOLDING YOU TIGHT
AND THERE'S NOWHERE IN THE WORLD I'D RATHER BE
THAN HERE IN MY ROOM DREAMING ABOUT YOU AND ME
WONDER IF YOU EVER SEE ME AND I WONDER IF YOU KNOW I'M THERE
IF YOU LOOKED IN MY EYES WOULD YOU SEE WHAT'S INSIDE
WOULD YOU EVEN CARE
I JUST WANNA HOLD YOU CLOSE BUT SO FAR
ALL I HAVE ARE DREAMS OF YOU
SO I WAIT FOR THE DAY AND THE COURAGE TO SAY
HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU
I'LL BE DREAMING OF YOU TONIGHT
TILL TOMORROW I'LL BE HOLDING YOU TIGHT
AND THERE'S NOWHERE IN THE WORLD I'D RATHER BE
THAN HERE IN MY ROOM DREAMING ABOUT YOU AND ME
(bridge)
Ahh Ahh
I CAN'T STOP DREAMING OF YOU
I CAN'T STOP DREAMING
I CAN'T STOP DREAMING OF YOU
LATE AT NIGHT WHEN ALL THE WORLD IS SLEEPING
I STAY UP AND THINK OF YOU
AND I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE THAT YOU CAME UP TO
AND SAID "I LOVE YOU"
I LOVE YOU TOO
(Repeat chorus)
~Selena~
Tomorrow is my last paper.. thank god for that... Don't ask me bout the song above but i heard it again after so long and it totally moved me. I suppose some might know what i mean. Anyways after our Malay paper I couldn't help but smile.. it's a sure bet that i'll at least get a say 40 plus for that paper. That's a sure AO pass. I'm jus afraid of the other papers that I think I've screwed. All I need for Accounts is a 45 and i'll be more than happy or at least make me pass my Lit... oh yeah and GP too then I won't have to repeat year one and wear our supposedly new uniform for an extra yr. PLS PLS PLS...
After Lit we went to the canteen for lunch coz sitting for 4 1/2 hours for your papers is no joke.. So yeah we ate and stuff and then we went back to class to study for tomorrow's paper. So much for studyin.. Andrew, Taufiq (my knight in shining braces... hahah sorry dude), J.J, Bern and myself did revise.. a little and i'm sayin really little. Then after that we talked about the amusement park and roller coaster thingy we were discussin during lunch.. trust me the details for And's amusement park is really gross... you don't wanna hear it. So yeah and then Taufiq and I had our very own Tic Tac Toe chammies which obviously he didnt let me win.. either that or i was too dumb to play hahah..
Then after they all got bored of scribbling down notes.. Bernie played against J.J and Taufiq against Andrew in, yes.. TIC TAC TOE on the whiteboard. Then after gettin sick of that we went to gym before goin home so that Bern could play PEPSI COLA 123 ... is that what you call it? All i know is that that's what you say at the start of the game. No, I didn't join in.. my ankle isn't that well repaired you know. I think they played bout 4 rounds of it and i tell ya they're a barrel of laughs to watch.. no make that millions of barrels.. barrels infinity hahahah... Bern looked so cute when she tried to dodge all that legs..
I sms-ed a classmate the nite before and for part of today. It was kinda fun sms-ing the person. I feel kinda guilty for bein rude to the person before... but I did tell him/her my insecurities.. and i didn't feel ill at ease at all.. you're a good fren.. so to you if you ever read this.. if your confidence made you who you are and ppl hate that then analyse it... is it because they're jealous of you or is it because they find it really annoying the way you show that confidence. Then once you find out you can change.. either that or jus be happy with what you are.. that's what you told me anyways. So yeah thanx for being a friend.... and yes i can distinguish whether you're female or not hahaha.. well good luck ppl... oh and this fren.. if you're not gonna move on to yr 2 i dunno what hope there is for me.. man..