Been a long time since i last updated this silly thing. Been kinda tied up with school. Had some time today coz i got 2 days MC. I was burnin with fever...38.9 ( when first taken ) and 38.7 at second take. I freaked, thank god it wasn't SARS. Now I think I wanna knock off...the medicine is takin it's toll. I can't keep my head up much longer.
HEY SHORTY..IT'S YOUR BIRTHDAY... WE'RE GONNA PARTY LIKE IT'S YOUR BIRTHDAY
I'm actually too lazy to update my blog today... but heck... I'm bored... ah well, I have nothing better to do anyway. I'm waiting for my mum to go to KINNOKUNIYA ( hope i got the spellin rite ). I need to get my books... I still haven't got them. I'm so not excited bout Saturday... believe it or not. It's like.. well ok I can't wait to meet all those friends again but that's that. Nothing exciting.. it's like.. i dunno.. jus weird. Usually I'll be so psyched but now's so not the time. Came back from school late today. We were free towards the end of the day coz most of my teachers had courses or sumthin like that. Heck we could have gone home before 4pm.. but they made us stay. So my classmates and I spent our time in the library doing whatever work we have and then when we were done we jus talk bull. ARGGHHH boredom can be so mean to me at times. ANyway i think i'll logg off now. Don't wanna type nuthin no more.. too lazy... heheh
~~~IT'S MY LIFE.. AND IT'S NOW OR NEVER... I AIN'T GONNA LIVE FOREVER~~~
I hate school these days.. yet I still like it.. I have great company like Jezs, Gary, Diana, Andrew ( GIRAFFE ), and the rest. I have a bit of crisis with someone. I guess we started off on the wrong foot. Well anyway I hope that someone will stop whatever it is. I'm actually doing ok but there is a limit to one's patience. Be it you're the superior power or not. Well anyway other than that I think I'm having a good time. One of these days I have to go to KINOKUNIYA or some place to get my books. I need ANTHONY AND CLEOPATRE and Sylvia Plath's ARIEL. Well that's it for now
MAKE ME SUFFER... AND YOU WILL PAY.. THERE'S NO WHERE TO HIDE... SO DON'T TRY TO RUN AWAY
Finally... i turn 17 today......~~~ I think I feel a little better. I went to school and I actually got presents from my new classmates.... How sweet~ I got powerpuff girl plush and stuff... lol I better remember these ppl's birthdays. I received plenty of SMSs from all my frens.. well most of them. Well i think Ash's msg stands out.. he sms me HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LANA (as in Lana Lang from Smallville) HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.... haha sweet aint it? Well I replied and said.. Thanx Lex ( Lex Luthor) How clark? Did he throw my invitation card away? .. Well guess what he replied, it went like this: Actually it was he n nic who reminded me that it's ur birthday today. I am like so psyched!!! Right now though Im contemplating whether it's true. I dunno...
Went swimming when I came from school. I went with adik and her cousins plus sakinah. LoL it was so much fun.. i pretty much acted like a kid thrashin madly in da pool. When we got home we went to eat at the food court at toa payoh central and there was this cute eurasian guy us three girls found cute. However instead of gettin his attn i got it from his frens.. my table was pretty calm only we were laughin and playin and stuff and the fren of this eurasian guy kept lookin over smilin.. eughh wrong person dude!~~ hahha thick skin right? me i mean. WEll now im home doin this blogger thing. jus to record what fun things happen on my birthday. I suppose all the cryin was paid for. Ciaozz for now
~~~HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHAHEERA.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~~~
Tomorrow is my birthday and I'm not feelin psyched at all.... I don't believe this. I'm usually not like this.. I'm usually out and about and feelin really excited even weeks before. Today especially is not like that at all. I guess like everyone else has been sayin... I'm jus goin thru a phase that I'll eventually grow out off. Sometimes it's really hard to think of it that way. I know I'm goin to grow out of it.. but at the moment- not tryin to sound cheesy or anything- I do need someone to help me thru it. Help me grow out of it.. not tell me that it's all gonna be over. Everyone knows it will one day or another. Forget it.. these days I'm talkin crap. I'm not excited at all bout my party... not at the moment anyway. Sigh~~
I wish I know what's goin on in this tiny head of mine. I'm sorry if I offended anyone by whatever I've said earlier.. I clearly didnt mean to.I'm jus feel like I've drowned deep into my own shit.. so to speak... I hope PE tomorrow won't involve any intense running or stuff... I'm so not into that right now. Well I guess I gotta go.. gonna drown my sorrows with my own self as company... HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY SHAHEERA... may all your hopes and dreams come shinning thru.. gotta stop.. i think iM gonna cry
~~~LIFE GOES ON... AND IT'S REALLY GONNA MAKE ME STRONG IT'S A FACT... ONCE YOU GET ON BOY SAY GOODBYE COZ YOU CAN'T GO BACK~~~
HAhaha all of a sudden Im so happy today... my dad got my computer fixed.. haha well that's it.. will write again soon!!
~~~IM DA KING OF DA WORLD~~~
Unbelievable... I went swimming at my aunt's yesterday... well not unbelievable I know but here it is... I went there with my brother. Yes, that very brother I can't get along with. HAHA how impressive. Well lucky for us we went there early coz by the time we reach home it was really pouring... My niece Hessa turns 9mths today. Really fast oh and as for me.. I'm turnin good 'ol 17 in 5 days. I told my friend that 17 is a sporty spunky and sexy age... HHAHAHA bet he was pukin. Anyway last I heard is that the government is extending the school closure. How boring... as much as I hate my new school, this really takes the cake... I mean there're so many new subjects out there that I really wanna know about. I'm seriously focusing on a new goal and stuff of actually doin really well and gettin out of my new school real fast. My horoscope-though i dont really believe that crap- is actually kinda right. If you're wondering what it says.. go get LIME magazine's April issue and read the the horoscope page. Mine's Aries by the way. The mag isn't with me right now so I can't really remember what it really says but I roughly know what it means. Jus go read if u wanna know.
My birthday "party" is like comin soon and what with the outbreak and stuff... I'm really worried that many of those I invite... frens especially... they won't turn up. I invited you know who.. dunnno if that person will show oh yeah n my primary school crush. I think his mum is kinda paranoid.... says he might be able to come but if he doesnt that's coz his mum didnt allow him to go out coz of the outbreak. I tot he was a mummy's boy only in primary school.. guess he didnt outgrow that stage. I dont blame his mum for being concern though. Which is why Im afraid the rest wont turn up. Sigh~~
If i havent mention this.. well here goes.... Jeremy n raimi are both in SRJC.. can u believe that? So is my best fren from primary school, Afsheen. Darn... Oh and another thing.. my sister is expecting the second one.. ahahah Well i guess that's it for now.. need to look out for my darlin niece Hessa... Ciaozzz
~~~NO MATTER HOW GOOD YOU ARE..... THERE'S ALWAYS SOMEONE BETTER THAN YOU... TRUST ME~~~